Fuck it all

2003-12-08

Everything helps. The looks I get when I tell them I didn't make it. The things they tell me when I tell them.. The fact that I think most of them are serious when they tell me that I'll make it the next time. It all helps. The thing that bothers me is the fact that this whole thing bothers me more than I thought it would. I can't even sleep. I need to get it all out of my system. I need to just forget about it for a while.. 3 months to next audition. Fuck it all. I'll get them the next time.

yesterday or tomorrow