You live, you learn
2003-08-13
You live, you learn
I'm 17
You love, you learn
I love KD, summer, my friends, Scarborough fair, my cd's, my drawings, my room, my diaries, cats, my school, chocolate, movies, home-alone nights, swimming, getting up early, sleeping next to KD, laughing..
You cry, you learn
I cry when KD treats me bad, when someone tells me I'm a whimp, that I'm ugly or something else.. when I have to say goodbye, when I watch the movie "City of angels", when I'm over-happy and I cry tears of happiness, that happens quite often actually.. when I get good grades, when KD does something lovely, when my friends tell me they love me.. etc.
You lose, you learn
I've lost my cats, my pride, my boyfriends, some of my friends, the ability to jump around and act crazy without feeling any doubts about doing so..
You bleed, you learn
The last time I bled because of a fall or something, was in 7th grade when someone pushed me to the ground..
You scream, you learn
I usually scream when someone makes me mad. That could happen if you told me to do something that I was already planning on doing, such as: Go clean your room.. if I'm headed towards the stairs with a bucket of water, that's probably what I'm headed off to do.. Or it could happen if KD messes up something and does something I don't want him to do.. Like flirting with a girl or acting like a dick infront of his friends..
You grieve, you learn
I grieve when I don't know where I'm headed in life. When things never go my way and if everything's just bottled up.. then I grieve. When I lose someone that's close to me. When I have to deal with the fact that life goes on.. then I grieve.
You choke, you learn
I choke when I have too much to do or think about. School, boyfriend and parents get too much from time to time.. but I want it all..
You laugh, you learn
I laughed when I read the yearbook, I laugh when I read Nemi, I laugh when I read Pondus and I laugh when I read Karine Haaland. i laugh when I'm with my friends, I laugh when I'm on a rollercoaster, I laugh when I'm on stage with my class.. and I laugh when I'm happy.
You choose, you learn
I hate choices, not if they're unimportant, but as time goes by, they're usually not.. I have to choose what I want to do with my life, I have to choose where I want to go.. but the choice I like the best, is whether or not I'm going to eat food or chocolate. Chocolate, please..
You pray, you learn
I don't believe in God. I wish I did, though.. I believe that God is more like santa. That he knows if you've been good or not and that he will give you presents if you have been good.. and I don't think my image of being good is the same as christians or muslims have.. Treat other people good and live a happy life. Live something that people will want to hear about, or even better.. that people will want to talk about in the future.
You ask, you learn
I usually ask people the weirdest things.. I'm the one who can suddenly start to wonder if the clouds are bored.
You live, you learn
I'm 17.. I live.